What's your weakness?

I mean, not \"skinny\" shoulders, but narrow shoulders. I like men who look like men, i.e., broad shoulders. Men should be Y shaped, narrower at the waist than the shoulders, you know? And I don't like skinny, nor fat, but maybe \"athletic\" would be the right word?

Alas...making a complete tit of myself without thinking, but regretting it afterwards. I wish i could be relaxed around people and say the right things and not jitter.

scootiebee wrote:

I mean, not \"skinny\" shoulders, but narrow shoulders. I like men who look like men, i.e., broad shoulders. Men should be Y shaped, narrower at the waist than the shoulders, you know? And I don't like skinny, nor fat, but maybe \"athletic\" would be the right word?

Oh, I like decently broad shouldered underweight men..A lot of the underweight guys I know can pass for women because they're so skinny and nearly all have long hair (which is well cared for). The broad shoulders help with defining a bit of masculinity. I like being able to see bones as well..They're just nice to feel..Though I guess, not so comfy to lie on. There's just something fascinating about seeing ribs through skin. And veins..



I'm generally really bad with introducing myself to new people - Most of the time, I'll keep up a feigned 'happy' mood to fit in with all the hyper people around me and so as not to scare off new acquaintances..

I was introduced to someone new last night, and I was too tired from my day to feign being happy. It was the first time I've ever been myself in front of a new acquaintance and it resulted in me suddenly bursting out crying after about.. 10 minutes, because I just hated how I was when I wasn't pretending.

It really made me think about why I do what I do. I think..It's some sort of protection mechanism..I won't be myself unless I trust someone not to be weird around me once they know who I really am..And maybe I just feel vulnerable when I'm out in the open with no fake face to hide behind.

>.< Ugh. I sound so...'Emo'. Sometimes, I feel really..Abnormal. Could say that my weakness is my own mind. I know you guys don't really want to hear me self-criticising myself. I know no one wants to hear that. Just like I know no one wants to talk to someone like me, haha.

Uhhm..Normal weaknesses..Uh..

I always came last in races due to hayfever, asthma and generally a short, small Asian body.

Ah, if we are going for physical weaknesses, then probably having arthritis since age 15. My spine is missing a lot of cartilage, and my knees are weak and wobbly. I exercise to strengthen muscles to compensate, and that works very well, though. So my muscles are very strong.

And my eyesight is weak. I can't see the computer screen well enough to read all your wonderful posts without my glasses.

And I am certifiable, as in mental. Bipolar. So I know from some weepy, and some hyper. And neither is fake for me, but it gets some people upset, that I can be perfectly \"normal\" one day, and too anxiety-ridden to leave the house the next, etc.

Shopping for stuff that I don't need. I need to fix that.

scootiebee wrote:

Ah, if we are going for physical weaknesses, then probably having arthritis since age 15. My spine is missing a lot of cartilage, and my knees are weak and wobbly. I exercise to strengthen muscles to compensate, and that works very well, though. So my muscles are very strong.

And my eyesight is weak. I can't see the computer screen well enough to read all your wonderful posts without my glasses.

And I am certifiable, as in mental. Bipolar. So I know from some weepy, and some hyper. And neither is fake for me, but it gets some people upset, that I can be perfectly \"normal\" one day, and too anxiety-ridden to leave the house the next, etc.

Ah..My eyesight is awful. I have to be literally an inch from my laptop screen to see without my glasses. I guess..I hate not being able to see when I go to bed..Especially if I hear noises. There was a tremor here a few years back in the middle of the night and I pretty much crapped bricks. I hate it when things in my room move around and I can't see what happened as well. A certain pen in my room keeps falling on the floor no matter where I place it.

It confuses me..I don't know whether it fell on its own or if something moved it.