Best friends

My only best friend before was my damsel but I left her for being so untrue and unfaithful. Now, I have no best friend but only close friends. We share the same interest most specially on arts and music but never did I share any secrets to them. I don't want to repeat the cycle anymore so I guess I would have to stick on the saying \"trust nobody and regret nothing\".

\"Never rely too much on this world because even your own shadow leaves you in the dark.\"

I noticed that my best friend choice changed quite dramatically over the years.

There was a period in my life where I was really dependent on music to keep my mind preoccupied so I didn't drown in my own sorrows, and it resulted with a friend choice where all we had in common was music taste. Nothing else.

It suited me then, but I sort of..Outgrew that kind of friendship. I only realised quite late into my life so far that what I was happiest with and what I needed most was a friend whom I could just talk to and relate to mentally. Someone who had similar thoughts and views on things in general. Some of my best friends to date simply have a similar way of thinking to me and not much else in common.

All of my friends live near Montreal, witch means an hour and a half to see them! But some of them come to visit and I tattoo them. Hahaha!

Your's truly!

My friends are like Verminaard's . They live far away from me. But I have few good friends. I am trying to be good with everyone but that is hard to achieve. There will always be someone ho doesn't like you or is jelaous .

Verminaard Draconis wrote:

All of my friends live near Montreal, witch means an hour and a half to see them! But some of them come to visit and I tattoo them. Hahaha!

Your's truly!

My best friends are similar. The two I've known since I was..11..Both live about an hour and a half's bus-ride away from me.

My college friends aren't really 'best' friends. I barely qualify as a friend according to them as it is really - It's hard to try and make a transition into a group that's been together for years. You end up excluded from a lot of things automatically because you're the relatively new kid to them, even though I've known all of them separately for a few years.

It's a better position being with them than not, though. Don't particularly want to revert back to loner-library-hermit status..Although I guess at times I miss that.

Hah..Thinking about it, I felt more at ease when I was on my own than I do now. Now I feel a lot of social awkwardness at college. Pressure to fit in with a crowd I don't really belong in but whom are the closest 'match' for me.

SkieShauphen wrote:

I've got one, maybe two. I'm very specific and un-trusting towards people so I pick those whom I call my friends carefully. Everyone else is either an acquaintance or a nobody.

If I may, I make your words mine also.