Depression/Stress

Kuroboshi; got an update on life atm?

Poledra1a wrote:

Kuroboshi; got an update on life atm?

pm him if you want to know, don't use the forum for chat.

I'm sure Poledra1a means in regards to my earlier post.

All the stress on me is practically over for now, whilst I now have the stress of job hunting, it's a lot easier to deal with. College is over with for now, and I'm awaiting results on whether I've passed or not and can therefore progress onto the next course. Won't have anyone from this year in it as far as I know. One guy I know wanted to get into it, but he's been told he couldn't pass Communications (oddly his only requirement for the conditional) so he can't do it. Thankfully.

But yeah, after the summer I'll probably have a whole new course to deal with, which I'm actually going to try get the work done in as fast as possible.

Had very severe headaches lately and I have no idea whether it's due to the heat, lack of sleep or the amount of stress and work I have to do. I've never fainted before, so I don't think it could be the heat.

It's definately not depression, because I would recognise the feeling, therefore, at the moment, I think I'm just under a lot of stress.

I'm struggling to find time to work on my law course due to the mass of university open days at the moment, which is really irritating me (I get that guilty feeling when you know you have work to do and you want to do it, but there's something else occupying your time). It results in my mind being neither here nor there, and I can't concentrate on the present task at hand at all.

last week...hmmm lets just say it was a terrible week and leave it at that for now...

one good thing did come out of it all though; i am more confident than ever that i wouldn't want to be placed in any type of asylum/hospital/carecenter/whatever

:S

Ah I'm so under stress today and not likely to get any better... It's possible that I'll pass my exam, well the written part (fingers crossed) and the oral examination is already tomorrow so I don't have any real time to revise, so I just have to try to keep my nerves together and pray for the best. I hope I'll be over with this soon, because this amount of stress isn't doing anything good to my body, I feel nauseous all the time, can't eat, headaches and restless sleep... :S